The Master Plan

Hey there, long time no see! I've been trying to figure out the best format for not only figuring out my feelings and talking about my new journey, sharing tips, and documenting my journey overall, and here I am! Maybe this is the best format, we'll see I guess! I am switching this blog name from 'Quirky Lab Chick' to 'Anna Sunny G' because this is a new chapter in my life. I think originally I was using this as a blog to talk about my work unhappiness in order to vent. But I recently hit a rock bottom, and the next day (after some fun substances) I was able to sit there and think about my problems, how they all relate, and started thinking about how I can improve my life.

So I created my own master plan. It was 10 pages that I mapped out all the different aspects of my life, and things I needed to get done, and was a jump start on how to start fixing my life into what I want it to be. That was about 2 weeks ago.

Not gonna lie, it's going slowly. It has been hard pulling myself together and doing what I need to do for myself when I frequently don't have the spoons to do it. But here I am, plugging along, adding little things every day I can to grow myself into who I want to be.

Because even at my lowest, which eventually I will explain what I was going through, I still realized that at the end of the day, I had a life worth living. I have a family that loves me very much.

Yes, I am generally alone most of the time, but I just need some patience and work to add people into my life.

I have a great job I am passionate about, making good money, getting a masters degree paid for. I don't have my ex dragging me down anymore, I don't have his messes to be dealing with. I only have myself to work on and improve.

So, things aren't all bad. I just have to work on other areas of my life. And I can do it. Because there's not a choice. I am miserable living the way I have been, looking the way I do.

And until I start making changes I'm going to continue wasting my life. I'm done wasting time.

So this is my huge push to keep moving forward and working to succeed. Because if and when I do succeed, I have a crazy and amazing story, and the world will be mine. And I deserve the world. I just have to continue working on my master plan.